Things

I got things

Lots of things

Things to do this

Things to do that

Things from when I couldn’t do this

Things for when I had to do that

Things that prepared me for then

Things that reminded me of when

Things beget more things

If I just had that thing

If I could only find this thing

One more thing and I will be...

But wait,

Be what?

Why did I want to do this?

Why did I need to do that?

What did I need when I couldn’t do this?

Where was my heart when I had to do that?

How did my preparations leave me then?

Who did I think I would be when reminded of when?

When did begetting things beget me?

What if I just didn’t have that thing?

When should I stop looking for this thing?

How did I not see?

If I had one more thing,

I would just have

One more thing

And still not be